I'm on my way to forgetting :D

bonjour u,u I wanna ask you something. if you love someone, and he BREAK YOUR HEART. what will you do? taylor swift said "there's nothing better than revenge" tapi gue gamau buang2 waktu ngerencanain revenge, gue juga gamau nyari musuh, lagipula gue bukan siapa siapanya dia. so I guess the best way is forget that someone who has been VERY VERY VERY special :3 it's not gonna be easy, for sure. but... I'll start from the smalest thing.

• delete all the "saved messages" in your phone, no matter how PRECIOUS that message was.
• confince myself that he doesn't love you, I'm just a friend. a friend who loves him -__- no! forget that I love him, forget every thing!
• try to find another "somebody to love" like... Irfan Bachdim! xD
• delete all songs that reminds me about him. in this case, I have to delete almost every paramore songs -__- and 30 seconds to mars. no, I won't delete all the memories in music, even if it leaves another scar. music is everything for me, I'll keep playin' my guitar.
• go find carlisle cullen! or Aro Volturi, or Jane volturi. why? ask carlisle or Aro to change me to a vampire. jane? ask her to torture me (?) I really want to be a vampire, get another life, and leave EVERYTHING behind. run away from all of my problems. get a second life.

ergh, gue kedengeran cengeng, menyebalkan! -__- udah ah saya mau mulai nyari Aro, ingin berubah jadi vampir, punya "gift" kaya jane, terus gabung sama The Volturi Coven xD buhbye!
I AM SOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY :|