hola! bonjour! BLOG! I MISS YOU SOOOOOOOOO MUCH :D masalahnya cuma disini saya bisa ngeluarin semuanya. eh eh saya, mau curhat lah :3 (belakangan ini jumlah orang2 yang curht di blog semakin banyak! hahaha) sebelumnya maap ya kalo ada kata2 yang salah atau salah ketik soalnya saya buru buru. hell yeah saya lagi di WARNET!! Soalnya selama UAS saya ga dibolehin online -_- ampun mami saya nakal hehe._.
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okay, let me ask you something, when you have a huge crush on someone, what's on your mind? Him, of course, and maybe dreams about you and him that will never gonna happend in reality (well for me, I don't have that kind of dreams. yang ga aneh2 tentunya) and when he needs your help, what will you do? H E L P H I M of course, nad when he says "thanks" your heart skip a beat and your miserable world turning to a fairytale (well boys, it might sounds cheesy but we're girls, and that's what girls feel) but when he ignore you and your feeling, you're turning to a grumpy beast --" everything seems so damn bad, and you lose your appetite (okay maybe that one only happend to me) but the point is, when you love someone, you'll do E V E R Y T H I N G to make him happy (except dirty things, eeewww! -_-) and it's kinda weird 'cause sometimes I felt so happy when I hear his story about his perfect girlfriend (it happends rarely)
and now I realize something. he doesn't feel the same way, it's kinda sucks but WHO CARES? I don't really care. I like him doesn't mean that he has to likes me back (oops, wrong words?) I care about him doesn't mean that he has to care about me :D and when you see me crying or bad mood, it's just because of me and my negative thoughts. not you (em, maybe sometimes the reason is you and your ignorance when I'm in a sensitive feeling, but it happends rarely) okay, what am I talking about here? gejesekali
¬_¬ maaf ya pembacaaa
oh iya, I told him that I liked him (which is something I regret), and you know what he said? nope, nothing. just a "thank's" ha ha ha ha ha but a "thank's" is enough for me, what do I expect anyway? it wouldn't happend :p I think that's all. sorry for the misspelled words or wrong verbs or anytning. maaf juga ya kalo bikin kecengan saya malu -_- hhhh mood saya jauh lebih baik. iya saya emang moody person :3
tadi saya badmood kenapa ya? oh iya gara2 saya takut dia gasuka kalo saya ngeceng dia ha ha ha ha :|
saya gamau ganggu hidup dia jadi saya (juga) bakal ngehapus se-mu-a-nya tapi sekarang fokus dulu ke UAS deh hehe ._.
saya curhat di blog karena ga satupun ngebales sms saya ha ha ha ¬_¬
udah ah nginget2 hal hal itu bikin saya gaenak lagi -_- dadah.
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