a thing that I shouldn't think about

Him. my new friend. I'm not gonna say his name here, ofcourse not here.
I thought he care about me, I mean... I told him about my life, my careless friends, my boring life. and he gave me advices, it was really nice to have chat with him. well, untill...
he stuck on my head, I can't stop thinking about him, and words he said. he's so... Mature, nice, his english is great, but... I'm taking this too far. I screw it up again :((

now...
he's gone. in last 2 days, I text him. well, just after school and then he doesn't reply after 30 minutes. and he just left me, bored. dying.
I think he might actually don't want to know me like I want to know him. ofcourse, I'm not a beautiful slim girl like in movies. damn! things like this happends all the time!! he's just acting like he care... well, goodbye.
THANK'S FOR ACTING LIKE YOU CARE :)